i smiled through life today =)

i feel so lonely and bored now. emptiness.

well. my music career is over? *poof*. gone? i guess? would it ever occur at such a climax again in my life? i have years ahead to check it out.

for now, i shall just write one last song and tell myself it is over. but i hope it is not. i hope this is just a beginning. but can it be?

ONE LAST song. promise myself. i must resist.