happy birthday sister. tho it shld be yesterday. i fell asleep at night =x

it is starting to get so boring nowadays. parents getting all fussed up about o levels already. can't i have just a while longer to concentrate on music? i discovered that i'm getting more and more fond of music. shld i just pursue my hobby? don't know. and auralia is so fun. but i still can't get perfect fifths and fourths correct. frustrating. then there's those styles which i learnt too. then everytime i learn something new i will try writing something of that style. so fun. anyway, i think i need to go esplanade library borrow more books again. kind of need more information for composing styles. and i think i like conducting too. seeing lin lao shi conduct is a great way to learn. and the next time i get to do it, i don't want to follow what lin lao shi do le =x i wanna do it the way i feel it should go XD still confused on what to pursue in future. math? music? WHAT?! then tmr got syco. zzz. i DON'T want to go so early. everyone there is so late. so confused rarh.