It is over today! i should be now, but i'm feeling TOTALLY miserable. i do not even want to be home now. i want to be out and distracting my thoughts. i don't even know why i'm feeling this way. haiz. i thought i will be happily coming home today. but, who knows.

well. today i went to ngee ann sec to take exam. before that, i woke up at 6!!! to clear my thoughts (i feeling sleepy now). then my dad sent me there. i was like. onc of the youngest people there? most were jc at least. i just hope that the results come quickly. personally i think it was EASY. VERY EASY. but who knows what might happen. and for a long time since last, i angry with my dad. yesterday i just wanted to slack and do some music while blogging. and he came in and scolded me. what i take everything too lightly, like it's a game. not like he don't know how hard i worked (maybe he don't). then i walked away frm ngee ann sec to take bus to school. to take pencil box for someone =.= anw, then sent it to her. (now to think of it so servile XD joking). then i wanted to eat lunch outside, cuz i didn't want to go home. but i didn't do that. went home and here i am. bored, happy, sad, miserable, glad. haiz....what am i now? what to do now?...