ok. more than a year since i blogged. and im not gonna announce i blogged.

This year passed super fast? Right now my mind is blank about all that has happened. All i know of is. BHCE BHCE BHCE BHCE and BHCE. and. guess what? BHCE! sigh. we started out to oppose geco. now we're just us. a group of +-20 friends, who are just simply bonded and want to stay on together for the friendship and music and interest and hobby. I was all set to leave everything behind and leave, and this have to pop into my life. sigh =/ hate BHCE LOL! JKJKJK. but yeah =/ i have no bloody idea how life can ever be the same after this kind of bonding with people! maybe i'll just move on, but how can i not look back? to anyone from bhce who sees this: WE ARE US (sounds weird but...). we exist for noone but ourselves :D just keep going (at least i know 1 person will see this sooner or later)

ok. anw. i shall do abit of recap.

2008 jan - mjc. hated it.
mar - tjc. hated it even more. played cards in lounge whenever i can with yanren, zhaohan, shihyeng, zhian, shengya, kaiyang and random people. and talked about burning the school all the time cuz of the screwed timetable. met yiheng frm tjco. who rocked (the only person i newly met who i still keep in contact with)

around may - that's when i started to get to know...junan junyuan joel and yuheng (all J -.-) went nhco and abused them (verbally). i mean only andy =/ prays he dont see this. but ohwell =/ got to meet ppl like fusheng jasselyn yubo jasmine claire. and syco, which rocked. but less than last year. CUZ OF SHENG!!! RAWR. why did desmond and yirui leave? walao. we rocked last year! best attendence award leh. LOL.

ard may i also agreed to join bh. but around september i got to know bh!!! :D <3

so. ya. bh rocks and rocks. and you get the idea.

so ard sep i stopped tj too!!!! (no word exist yet to describe the happiness)

oh. and sep there was 2 weeks when i wanted to die. cuz suddenly sy ended and bh ended :(

and ya. bh rocks again.

so yep. nth much that made me want to stay. except bh -.- rawr. *faint*

ya. so. ya. sigh. =(

and its like. now. bh is moving on. i just hope i wont be left behind. WAIT FOR ME! its only 4 months XD for now =/

sigh. yiusum needs to come to US soon. then we can start co over there XD then all the bh ppl can go US too or smthn :D

oh. now i love 古都风情 and 祭神 still. and chinese song LOL. just so happens its what i've been playing with recently. i fall in love with everything i work with XD

xunqi junyuan joel zongjin zheng tenghui shermaine maisarah liankai binghong johnathan emma dawn william yiusum qianwen zhiguang reginald and hubert PLEASE REMEMBER to add me to mass convo everyday XD

oh well. prelims have ended. haha. think i didnt do well, but neither will i work harder for O. lol. i'm just like this. sigh.

anw, i think life is much better now that i've learnt to be alone. sometimes it's so wonderful to exist and not think.

freedom is most important to me now i guess.

oh. and today is the school's funny mid-autumn festival whatever. to conclue in a word - 'failure'. beyond measure perhaps...

and i seriously think i like 祭神 & 满江红 ALOT now. haha. mi do mi. lol.

and life is so boring with only exams and NO LESSON. NO CO. NO NOTHING! tian ah..

Decided to blog. cuz i just watched the rookie on channel 5. well. for at least the last hour of the money, i practically did not stop crying =( simply felt that i fully understod the movie. maybe it was just like me. or maybe what i hope. oh wells.

And i'm just happy i chose to be truthful afterall i guess. for the better of mankind =x

i am a FOOL. seriously. totally too.

i have found what i wanted. will continue to want it. PATIENCE. achievement is important =)

hope i pass my dsa.

长相思，摧心肝。

haha. so long never blog. tmr is dsa le. well, you can't say i don't care about it, but at least i won't feel THAT sad if i don't get in. but still i feel evil lol. if i get in...that's stripping others of their chance to study lor. cuz i'm only going there for bout half a year. want something nice to write in my U application. but anyway, this is life. and also, it's not everyday people can see me being so selfish and evil =D

umm. you get the point. it's not really not my fault. but still....

quandered another day doing nothing much. helped my sis with her puzzle abit, watched tv and write song. man. nowadays the song i write so no meaning. cuz i don't know what i'm writing about or what i'm writing for, so i just keep writing. it's becoming an obsession more than a hobby, and it's not good. and last friday i just learnt so much in those few mins linlaoshi taught me conducting. it's like alot of problems solved. anyway, there's co tmr again. i don't feel like going for once, cuz i'm seriously tired (not physically), so i just want to stay at home and just...well...waste more time. i don't really want to talk le. nothing much to look forward to though. maybe olevels? yeah right. lol. now i'm actually answering my own questions. guess i'll just end off in the usual way i like to.

垂之而不可得之命
天涯觅知音，
故乡泣至亲。
风霜纹面露，
依旧游子心。