today i was playing chuan tong sheng. only to realise how little tai feng i have when playing zhong yin sheng. GRRR. with chuan tong sheng i can MOVE and MOVE and MOVE and SWAY and JUMP and whatever. BUT I CAN SHOW my tai feng with it. GRRR. i want to play wen cheng gong zhu. RARRRRR. 6 more days le. we can STILL achieve something great. but it all depends on us. but linlaoshi is right too. don't be so persistent in medals. what is important is the process. AND i'm leaving in 6 days la. sigh.

近去无闻如土聚
遥复破心如灰散