well. my previous post de zui le so many people. here i just wish to clarify things. you might think i'm trying to cover up but whatever, i don't care. thanks for pointing things i've said wrongly and i really accept what all of you have said. and perhaps we are indeed doing the wrong thing. wait ah...i use chinese le la. if not convey wrong meaning again. 我也知道我自己本身也不是很好。而有很多的人也做出了自己最大的努力与付出，多少也有了一些成果。但我在前文中所说的并不是针对这些人。相信我，需要在努力一点的人大有人在。我并没有说他们没有作出足够的贡献。只不过希望他们能再进一步。就如同我之前说的：这是一种恳求。
再来，我自己知道我本身是很差劲的一个演员。当在纠正你们的时候，我说得很多事情自己都没有做到。这点上我无法自圆其说，只能在此向心里受到创伤的人道歉，并自己再下功夫去把自己说的练好。对于又尝试着做出来的人，我很欣慰。
话以至此，如有再不满者，我不知该怎样面对你们。要恨就恨我吧。有些事情做出来就会让大家看不顺眼，但我还是会做。
and, i agree with clarence that we're on the wrong track. but i really really don't know what to do anymore. if we don't do this, i don't know whether there's still time for other ways. i have no ideas right now too.