太久没有发贴了。上一次说要继续的，但是始终没有。那就亏待了看不懂华文的人了。人懒便是如此。最近，人生太平淡了。不精彩。美时发生。闷得发慌。因此，我想找碴。好听点就是为生活多添一点乐趣。我应该怎样做呢？是无止境的闹？是努力做另外一个人？是天天找人聊天？是天天天天重复不断？太无聊了。

欲复往其事
如闷初临时

这种感觉早就过去了。

its been too long since i posted. the last time i said to continue, but did not. well, that is sad for people who cant read chinese. this is the result of being lazy. recently, life has been too calm. nothing spectacular. nothing happens. boringness till the extreme. thus, i wanna find somehting to do. finding joy for life is a way to make it sound nicer. what should i do? go crazy without end? try being another person? find someone to talk to everyday? repeat everyday everyday? too boring.

...blah blah

this kind of feeling is long over