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我知道自己不完美，无论是脾气，语气等等都不算是高尚的。但是至少我明白自己的这些缺点而从中改善。我真得受不了身边的种种人物。太多了。世上可憎的东西是在是数也数不清了。曾经是多好我不知道。但我知道肯定比现在好，多半也比未来好。为什么人们在美妙极高等动物使用的语言里参杂无畏的污言秽语？为什么人类在平静的世界令总会争强好胜造成无畏的伤亡和痛苦？由始至终，人类聪明过吗？我们坐在宇宙的大牢房里自由过吗？从生再到死，让自己充足不够吗？让别人更加充足也就罢了。但若是剥夺他人的快乐，损人又不利己。值得吗？

i know that i'm not perfect, no matter in terms of attitude or tone. but at least i recognize my different flaws and try for the better. i really cannot stand the people around me. too much is the things in this world that is contemptuos. i do not know how good the past is, but i'm pretty sure it is better tham the present, and probably the future. why must humans add bad languages into a language only the great animals can speak? why, must we cause others pain and suffering because of our own desire to win? from start till end, has humans ever been smart? we are always in the large jail of the universe. from birth till death, is letting one self live fully not enough? let aside letting others live more contently, must we take the happiness from others and cause others and yourself no good? is it really worth it?