crap. now that i finished my SAT, i have the feeling i can go to much better schools than i expected. And although 3 of the 4 schools i wanted needed this, i didn't bother until now. SAT 2!!! yes...there is a NUMBER 2! crap. guess i have to start studying again after all. and 2 is based on subject. i think i will be taking math 1, math 2 and physics. ALTHOUGH there is a subject called chinese and listening or something like that. BUT it is irrelevant. Anyway, i should stop working for awhile. Let's say 2 to 3 weeks? Should give me plenty of time for music! First up, arrange canon in D for CO. Next, find someone to teach me western flute (i want a professional thx). and to pick up piano from where i left it (this maybe i can do myself or with some help). Next, perhaps i will want to arrange more songs for CO, depending on the availability of time and whether it will produce any purposeful result. Sigh. Sibelius is SUCH A GREAT PROGRAM. And i'm downloading Kontakt Gold. So i will lend it to someone soon enough. MUSIC ROX. I LOVE IT. ESPECIALLY ORCHESTRATION. SO FUN. and i have a whole booklist of books/CDs i want to borrow from the libraries all over singapore (mostly @ esplanade). borrowing time =) sigh...but i still want to study math in the future. i want music too...but my parents don't want, and the inner me tells me not to too. sigh. ok lor. life have its way. we'll see. in a few years times?

time is never a factor if i want it.

It is over today! i should be now, but i'm feeling TOTALLY miserable. i do not even want to be home now. i want to be out and distracting my thoughts. i don't even know why i'm feeling this way. haiz. i thought i will be happily coming home today. but, who knows.

well. today i went to ngee ann sec to take exam. before that, i woke up at 6!!! to clear my thoughts (i feeling sleepy now). then my dad sent me there. i was like. onc of the youngest people there? most were jc at least. i just hope that the results come quickly. personally i think it was EASY. VERY EASY. but who knows what might happen. and for a long time since last, i angry with my dad. yesterday i just wanted to slack and do some music while blogging. and he came in and scolded me. what i take everything too lightly, like it's a game. not like he don't know how hard i worked (maybe he don't). then i walked away frm ngee ann sec to take bus to school. to take pencil box for someone =.= anw, then sent it to her. (now to think of it so servile XD joking). then i wanted to eat lunch outside, cuz i didn't want to go home. but i didn't do that. went home and here i am. bored, happy, sad, miserable, glad. haiz....what am i now? what to do now?...

10 hours more

10 hours more to SAT. Thx all those who wished me luck =) So stressed. Somehow i rather with that i take it NOW. End faster. Please let me do well. I don't want to put in so much to get so little. We'll see. I really don't know why i'm blogging now. But i'm just SO SIMPLY have nothing to do. How i wish someone can talk to me now... I will blog like crazy tommorow. And go tag on blogs!!! I'm just so...tired for now. And I PROMISE i will be fierce on thur =X

Sighs and sighs. After SAT is a time to do MANY things. Things most people don't know apply to me. Perhaps, everyone think i'm a blur blur child. Or honest? But i personally think i have LOTS of chances to cheat on people. Just that i choose not to.

MORE SIGHS...sighh...10 more hours and we'll see =)