suddenly...sch gonna end...feel so wrong...anw...i these few days going siao over religion...ITS SO FUN...yet its so UNBELIEVABLE...sianz...i think i gonna go church more?...XD...listen only haha...anw...haiz...but i feel happy...i think going too deep into religion is juz trappin myself in a cage...freedom is more important...FREE

today i gonna go church...afternoon...i recently think religion so fun...its so...unbelievable...which it is...to me that is...anw...up to now i've read bout muslims, christians, animists...dots...and i still think muslim believe better...but wad choice i hv...most ppl i noe is christians...so only can go church learn more bout it...haha...hope i listen cna understand more...reading bible now...read so slow...but slowly read someday will finish one...happy...

wahaha(a soft drink in china)...ok..muahahaha...today so normal...nth happen at all...phy was e best phy lesson i ever had...GO COM LAB...omg...fun?...den we use e crap draw e crap which is crap...dots...my and yan ren's was e best according to mr ong...CUZ ITS STRAIGHT UNTIL...u cant believe one...den hong chew try and try..den i help him move e crap things...DEN GOT A EVEN STRAIGHTER ONE...its like...the result come out the velocity or wadever line is ON 0!!!ZERO!!!TOTALLY ALL THE WAY...i rok...sry...my hand rok...anw..happy.

den aft so late...cuz is aft phy lab...den i rush to take key...DEN I RUSH TO OPEN DOOR...den i rush to return key...den i see huiling+jiemin...looking for teacher take key...dots...den call cher halfway...see me STOP!...den i need find cher oso..den i call again...not in...i run up to 3H where she say she will b..no one...i run down...DEN SEE HER COMING UP..sianz

ok...den in co rm ltr...i prac prac happy....changed my 'la'(6) pipe...WOO...NOW IT ROX...IT ROX!!!...den i vacuumed all e pipes clean!.....YAY....DEN B4 i left...dunno hu...jiemin/huiling/binli said smthn funny...den i laugh..den i was holding spoilt 'gong1'...den it was sharp smwhere..I KNOCK ON FLOOR...cut off my skin...den bleed...den ahppy...den i borrow tissue...but huiling was like...see it only den scream...nth to say...tml rox too...lxb nt going...yay...but i gonna for cip...den i tell cher i got character development shit...excused..DEN I PON E DEVELOPMENT go CO...WOOO...YAY!..

haha...im gonna turn back to typing english (FOR THE TIME BEING)...anw...i these few days...or weeks...VERY fascinated with religion lor...haiz...den i everyday reach home will read read read...now i reading bible + islamic (the muslims). AND PLEASE...muslim is a religion...wad the people who believe in islamic are called..ok...MALAYS are people...anw...haha...i think i gonna go church this sat...benedict's one..he seems happy i go lol...anw...happy lor...i go church...dun believe...but i think still got 99% chance i wont believe...cuz its like..its unbelievable..so its like...ya...i wont believe...so...its like...I SHOULD WONT believe...ok...i mostly wont believe...u get my pnt..if u dun...i nth to say...ok...i hope sat will b fun...anw...its same as simin's church...haha...sad...wonder how many other ppl go there..we'll see...tml go tell benedict my decision...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...sry...i siao today...more siao den otehr days though im siao everyday...so...im juz siao today...ok?...FINE?!im siao...u get e pnt once again....and if u dun...i still nth to say...so...ya...u get e pnt...den u will get e pnt...if u dun...i oso nth to say...so..im lame today..muz hv broke my leg like shawn...AND SHAWN...UR A SLACKER....pon sch so many days though got valid reason...u shld cry to ur parents and say u wanna study..they will hire NASA space shuttle send u ah...dots...anw...ya...im lame...and siao...like always...more today only XD...HAPPY...ok...sad

太久没有发贴了。上一次说要继续的，但是始终没有。那就亏待了看不懂华文的人了。人懒便是如此。最近，人生太平淡了。不精彩。美时发生。闷得发慌。因此，我想找碴。好听点就是为生活多添一点乐趣。我应该怎样做呢？是无止境的闹？是努力做另外一个人？是天天找人聊天？是天天天天重复不断？太无聊了。

欲复往其事
如闷初临时

这种感觉早就过去了。

its been too long since i posted. the last time i said to continue, but did not. well, that is sad for people who cant read chinese. this is the result of being lazy. recently, life has been too calm. nothing spectacular. nothing happens. boringness till the extreme. thus, i wanna find somehting to do. finding joy for life is a way to make it sound nicer. what should i do? go crazy without end? try being another person? find someone to talk to everyday? repeat everyday everyday? too boring.

...blah blah

this kind of feeling is long over