今天的演出完了。非常的开心。非常的伤心。非常的痛心。非常的寒心。
开心是期待已久的演出圆满结束了。安然无恙的结束了。在欢笑声中结束的。
伤心是中四的学长，朋友，知己要走了。被时间逼得往前走。注定要往前走。
痛心是来自别人所无法给的了解和认可。很多事，作了会被误解，不作却会招来闲言闲语。横竖都是死，不如做一些事。有用的事。
寒心是曾经已经过去了。而现在来临了。过去和未来是两个空间的事，要对比那真是谈何容易。

在来说到今天发生的事。首先有趣的就是当校长来看我们时。当她走后，秉融就说还没和她照相，因此校长被叫了回来。但偏偏，校长说男生都过去照相。这一下可郁闷了。就无缘无故的被牵连了。

后来...累了...想睡觉。

too tired..wanna sleep..english tml too

哈哈哈。我大小三声干吗？再过四天就要到榴莲壳表演啦！也不知道自己应该高兴还是担心。不知道倒是场面会不会乱，到时忙得鸡手鸭脚的那就不好了。在此，我也只能盼望百分之百的成功。再来就说今天周会的事。本人是个共产主义者，不相信有阶级之分。虽然十指终是参差不齐，但我认为还是大家公平，平等的生活会带来比较少的抱怨，比较少的嫉妒。但是，我在此强调，这绝对会增加竞争。竞争带来的事进步，但我认为嫉妒和抱怨带来的是血流成河，生灵涂炭。所以。。。就这样吧！

hahaha...why do i laugh 3 times? 4 days later, we're gonna perform at e esplanade! i don't know if i should be happy or worried. i don't know what the scene will be like and if it will be a mess. well, i can only hope for a 100% success. Let us now talk about today's assembly. i am a communist, thus don't believe in having disparity in ranking. Although our ten fingers are not of equal length, but i think that people living in a fair and equal life will cause lesser jealousy and complaints. But, i stress out that it will cause more competition. Competition brings us progress, but i think what jealousy and complaints bring us is a pool of blood. so....that's it!

我决定放弃上次所说的。我觉得在这样说下去，我就要与自己的社会脱轨了。今天我想对全世界说今天的事。今天，我...然后就...之后再...最后才...结果是...就这样。今天真的就只有这么多。

today, i've decided to give up on the previous topic. i think if i continue talking like that, i'll steer far from my society. today, i want to tell the whole world what happened today. today, i...then...next...finally...resulted...and that's it. this is really all that happened today

今天我又该说说什么呢？好吧。就说人活着的目的。本人认为，相信神或诸如此类的东西的人都是在自欺欺人。不管你有再好的证据来证明这些东西的存在，但终究不够。我认为，一旦人类的起因被发现了后，所有的这些东西都会彻底的瓦解。试想想，我们活着为了的是什么？若你说是为了接近神，因为它创造了我们，或是说什么别的，我本身认为是不对的。因为‘它’都是人想出来的，但如果是‘它’让我们去想到‘它’的话，那就是一种自私，而自私也不是我们因该有的好品格。为什么说是自私呢？因为让我们去知道是‘它’多莫伟大的创造了我们证明了‘它’的奉献是想被人了解的，而并不是无私的。瞌睡了。先走一步。我还没进入正题呢！

what should i talk about today? alright. let's talk about the purpose of living. personally, i think that those who believe in god or similar things are just decieving themselves. no matter what proof you have seen to show that these things exist, it never is enough. i think that once mankind find their origin, all these believes will just die out. try thinking, why are we living? if you say it is to get a relationship with god because he made us, or something else similar, i think it is just not right. because the 'he/she/it/the thing/that/etc.' is all thought of by human beings. but if the 'long long crap' made us to know 'the long long crap', then it is selfishness, and that is not a good characteristic. wht say it is being selfish? becuase letting use know how great the 'crap' is proves that '....''s (the crap's the 's) wants to be understood or known by man, and not at all with no aim or purpose. well...im tired...i shall leave first. i ahven't even started on my topic!

只是在写 just writing

我知道自己不完美，无论是脾气，语气等等都不算是高尚的。但是至少我明白自己的这些缺点而从中改善。我真得受不了身边的种种人物。太多了。世上可憎的东西是在是数也数不清了。曾经是多好我不知道。但我知道肯定比现在好，多半也比未来好。为什么人们在美妙极高等动物使用的语言里参杂无畏的污言秽语？为什么人类在平静的世界令总会争强好胜造成无畏的伤亡和痛苦？由始至终，人类聪明过吗？我们坐在宇宙的大牢房里自由过吗？从生再到死，让自己充足不够吗？让别人更加充足也就罢了。但若是剥夺他人的快乐，损人又不利己。值得吗？

i know that i'm not perfect, no matter in terms of attitude or tone. but at least i recognize my different flaws and try for the better. i really cannot stand the people around me. too much is the things in this world that is contemptuos. i do not know how good the past is, but i'm pretty sure it is better tham the present, and probably the future. why must humans add bad languages into a language only the great animals can speak? why, must we cause others pain and suffering because of our own desire to win? from start till end, has humans ever been smart? we are always in the large jail of the universe. from birth till death, is letting one self live fully not enough? let aside letting others live more contently, must we take the happiness from others and cause others and yourself no good? is it really worth it?

邻居 (neighbour)

邻居 （屋顶 改编）neighbour (re-written from 'wu ding' (rooftop))

（1） 他坐在我旁边对学习从不厌 (he sits beside me and never gets tired of studying)
而且什么功课都愿给我抄一遍 (and is willing to let me copy all his homework)
（2） 他坐在我旁边有书但不想念 (he sits beside me but never want to study)
功课有问题时她最想和我想见 (he wants to see me when he never do his homework)
我慈爱照万千永远都不会变 (my kindness wont change forever)
善良的我只好把功课一一奉献 (thus the kind me will let him copy all my work)
（1） 这不就是好邻居应该有得很好关系 (isn't this the good relationship good neighbours should have)
我们各有各自的目的 (we each have out own aims)
（2） 功课上 （1，2）功课上我们要相辅相成 woohooo (homework wise, we help each another)
（2） 好邻居使对方繁荣 (good neighbours prosper each other)
（1） 好邻居让对方轻松 (good neighbours let each other relax)
（1） 一人读书用功 （1，2）两人的成绩好 (one person study yet two get good results)
（1，2） 让你（我）一个人去努力争取好的成绩 (let you/me study hard for good results)
（1） 我混水摸鱼 (i take it for granted)
（2） 好邻居使对方繁荣 (good neighbours prosper each other)
（1） 好邻居让对方轻松 (good neighbours let each other relax)
（2） 既然要帮助对方（1）就该多读书 (since we must help each other, we must study harder)
（1，2） 让你（我）一个人去努力争取好的成绩 (let you/me study hard for good results)
（1） 我混水摸鱼（1，2）靠你而繁荣 (i take it for granted, depend on you to prosper)

（2） 让我勤劳是谁（1）是你 (who made me hardworking, its you)
（2） 让你勤劳是谁（1）不懂 (who made you hardworking, don't know)
（2） 靠邻居（1，2）而繁荣不是我们该有的作风 (prosper through our neighbours is not what we should do)
（2） 让我勤劳是谁（1）是你 (who made me hardworking, its you)
（2） 让你勤劳是谁（1）不懂 (who made you hardworking, don't know)
（2） 原来是（1，2）邻居的用途太多太多 (i see that there's too many uses for neighbours)
（1） 好邻居使对方繁荣好邻居让对方轻松 (good neighbours prosper each other, good neighbours let each other relax)

第二天 (2nd day)

我马上就要去看电影了。所以时间不多了。回到家之后我再上传一首歌。是我在上个学期写的。由《屋顶》改编。或许某些人知道，但还是要进自己的责任。下一次再上传那就是自己写的歌了。定会加上我做的和铉铃声。到时再让大家评评怎样。

i'm gonna go watch movie soon, so i don't have much time left. after i get home, i'll post another song that i've written the last term. its re-written from 'wu ding (rooftop)'. perhaps some people might know about it, but i still have to do my job and post it. next time, i'll post a song i've written myself, and the ringtone for it. them i'll let everyone decide if it's nice.

笑一笑 (laugh)

这是我用歌曲《遇见》改编的歌曲。
this is a song i re-wrote from the song "yu jian (meet)".

笑一笑 (laugh)（遇见 改编）(re-written from yu jian (meet))

人生事务写不完 (the things in life cannot be written finished)
终点等待在生命尾端 (the end is when we die)
一点一滴不会忘 (will not forget every single part)
从无趣直到精彩非凡 (anything, from dull to interesting)
每天有我在身旁 (i'm with you everyday)
精彩之事写得出几行 (lots of exciting things to be written)
一切一直由我扛 (i have took hold of everything all along)
人生事务变化无常 (and the things in life changes all the time)

笑一笑人活着往往怕死亡 (laugh that humans are mostly afraid of death when they live)
笑一笑生短暂却又很漫长 (laugh that life is short but yet so long)
笑一笑事太多永远做不完 (laugh that there are too much in life that eternity is not enough)
笑一笑务是命无法去抵抗 (laugh that doing things is life's job and cant be stopped)

人生再暗也会有一处光芒 (no matter how dark life is, there is a bright place)
事务再多总有休息的空当 (no matter how much work there is, there is time to rest)
我们一起走出人生的阴暗 (let us walk out of this darkness together)
忘记从前现在抬头向前看 (forget the past and walk toward the future with our heads up high)

笑一笑我一生无数次败仗 (laugh that i lost so many battles in life)

revived....for the 3rd time

today i revive my blog...this marks a new beginning and a new end...today...i started to go insane, so naturally...wad i stopped is being sane. oh well...sad lor...*cough* i shall speak proper english from now on. for a better future, for peace, prosperity, patience, progress and thus persevere!!!muahahaha...i evolved from 3Ps in life to 5Ps...sry...i said i go siao ler...no...i went bonkers. anyway...after this post im gonna post 2 songs i've written out of pirated tunes. mauhahaha...im a pirate.