Tuesday, February 20, 2007

最近悲喜交加,不知心有何感,也不知如何是好。彷徨。

在此有感而发。借字消愁痛苦甚难言:

空滞独入户,满载双燕归。

镜花水月楼台高歌,子虚乌有峻岭长叹。

觅其意,得其思,海角近咫尺,天涯共此时。

心思不过数字语,
望穿秋水到头空!

Sunday, February 04, 2007

yay. my dad is doing something. i can use com even so late. ok.

today morning got pulled up by my dad to go visit my mum. so i went. though i was quite unhappy to be woken up. but anyway once i was awake, i was able to get on quite happily. it's relatively quite hard to make me unhappy recently =) and so i went to esplanade library later on to borrow books. and sadly they are all in chinese XD nvm. i promise i will borrow english ones next time. and so i went back to see my mum. then went to church 1 hour late. haiz. after that cell and have fun and talk AND i spilled my whole upsized coke in mac. so embarassing. but that wasn't the main thing. i was laughing at how stupid it is to do such a thing. im so totally dumb. and i find that im going crazy. conducting and singing halfway while walking might look...er...relatively...like you just came out of woodbridge. but luckily someone else is doing it XD and so two crazy people. i sang finish jian kuai aft you left haha. arghh. and now im home. doing nothing in particular. plan to read my book later. i wannna finish the one on music styles first. ITS SUCH A GREAT BOOK. theres info on huan4 xiang3 qu3 and jing4 xing2 qu3 and all that...SO COOL. i shall go borrow more in the future if im free enough. got o level, sat 2, syco, syf even. arghh. how am i going to manage? its ok. i think i can pull through. where theres a motivation, theres a way =)

Thursday, February 01, 2007

today want to cry le. so unhappy about my conducting. i rather i did not do it lah. might as well be a metrenome and don't do any cres/dim/rit etc. i mean what's the point when all they know is to play by just PLAYING. arghh. can't everyone just feel the music?