yay. my dad is doing something. i can use com even so late. ok.
today morning got pulled up by my dad to go visit my mum. so i went. though i was quite unhappy to be woken up. but anyway once i was awake, i was able to get on quite happily. it's relatively quite hard to make me unhappy recently =) and so i went to esplanade library later on to borrow books. and sadly they are all in chinese XD nvm. i promise i will borrow english ones next time. and so i went back to see my mum. then went to church 1 hour late. haiz. after that cell and have fun and talk AND i spilled my whole upsized coke in mac. so embarassing. but that wasn't the main thing. i was laughing at how stupid it is to do such a thing. im so totally dumb. and i find that im going crazy. conducting and singing halfway while walking might look...er...relatively...like you just came out of woodbridge. but luckily someone else is doing it XD and so two crazy people. i sang finish jian kuai aft you left haha. arghh. and now im home. doing nothing in particular. plan to read my book later. i wannna finish the one on music styles first. ITS SUCH A GREAT BOOK. theres info on huan4 xiang3 qu3 and jing4 xing2 qu3 and all that...SO COOL. i shall go borrow more in the future if im free enough. got o level, sat 2, syco, syf even. arghh. how am i going to manage? its ok. i think i can pull through. where theres a motivation, theres a way =)